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This is my last entry.
I no longer want to share my feelings on the internet.





Cheers to not knowing about my personal life anymore.
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    indifferent indifferent

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I'm in the midst of making some major changes in my life.

I'm sorry if I hurt anyone's feelings in the process...BUT I need to do this to get where I need to be in my life. I don't need anything or anyone that might hinder me. I am just sick and tired of hearing everyone whine and complain while they are being insufferable know-it-alls.

You're not perfect, and I know that I'm not. I'm just doing what GOD wants me to do.
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    aggravated agitated

(no subject)

Paranoia is hunting you and all these dirty looks
They are right on cue
You're full up to the brim with that 'he said she said' trash
You exist behind your keyboard
Then you're gone in a flash

10 bucks says you don't have it in you
To conquer fear and quit believing what they tell you to
You are careening shamelessly into oblivion
You will live alone with your chemicals and gin

I am utterly disgusted with the path you trek
As inebriated as you can get off your latest pay check
I am at a loss for words here
I hate to break this to you but being a coward is not a legitimate career

10 bucks says you don't have it in you
To conquer fear and quit believing what they tell you to
You are careening shamelessly into oblivion
You will live alone with your chemicals and gin

We were born and raised the same way
So what gives you the right to say
(At least I'm not a liar)
We were born and raised the same way
So what gives you the right to say
At least I'm not a liar
At least I'm not a cheat
At least I don't care what these god damn mindless people think of me

10 bucks says you don't have it in you
To conquer fear and quit believing what they tell you to
You are careening shamelessly into oblivion
You will live alone with your chemicals and gin

(We were born and raised the same way...)
You will live alone with your chemicals and gin

(We were born and raised the same way...)
You will live alone with your chemicals and gin
  • Current Music
    Dutch Courage- The Spill Canvas

(no subject)

I'm happier than I have ever been.
Everything seems to be going right for me.

Let's just hope that I am not jinxing myself.
  • Current Music
    The Spill Canvas

(no subject)

I've been sick all weekened with some unknown DISEASE.
Maybe it's syphilis.
I hope and pray that it is.

Things seem to be getting harder to deal with.
The happenings of Friday night doubled the hardship.
Saturday TRIPLED the hardships of Friday.
Gosh, everything is proving to be so difficult.
I wish that the ability to feel anything but happiness would diminish.
If it did, I would be able to sleep so much better at night.
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    The CHA-CHA RIOT!!!

ATTENTION

JARED LETO HAS FILLED ORLANDO BLOOM'S PREVIOUS POST OF BEING MY BOYFRIEND.

He has joined the ranks of Daniel Radcliffe in my book.
Jared Leto should be oh-so-happy of this awe-inspiring and phenomenal news.
  • Current Music
    As Cities Burn

The Nightmare Before Christmas makes me happy.

I've got nothing going for me anymore. The people that I truly care about are drifting away to what seems to be bigger and better things while I am stuck in the same damn position. I can't feel like I used to anymore. It's like sympathy was taken out of me.
None of my school friends ever ask me to hang out.
I am caring less and less about life.
I've abused the people that mean the most to me.
I'm leading myself on by thinking that things will eventually work out.
I've lost my sense of belonging among others.
I become more dissatisfied with myself as the days go on.
I can't keep up with my school work anymore.
Paranoia is overcoming the few wonderful things in my life.



I can't wait to get away from Rome. This fucking shitty ass town has proved to be nothing more than a... fucking shitty ass town. It has no life; no venues, no decent hangouts, nothing. Ican'twaittogetout.
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    Anberlin

Did someone blow out the candle in here?

I can't believe how stupid that I have sounded.
To all of you, please forgive for I have sinned.

I'm remotely pissed due to the fact that a lot of people know about what has been going on. Fuck all of the gossipy bitches at Pepperell. I will kill all of you one day.


I am sick and tired of hearing everyone complain. It's like all I am in the world is someone to let out steam on. Don't get me wrong. I love listening to everyone's problems because I would like to help out my friends. It's just that whenever I need someone to talk to about something serious, there is no one there. If there is, I know that it won't be kept just between us so I suppose that I should just announce it all on a loud speaker for everyone to hear...It seems like it would be the quicker way.

So, from now on, none of you will ever have to hear about my problems. Well, at least in person because I am sick and tired of getting treated the way that I do when I try to confide in someone.

So much for having loyal friends.
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    These Arms are Snakes